53 plus caps for kacc..
I am stil waitin to win the 1st tournament.
Todae is jus another chance blown away.
Nt many ppl wil appreciate the importance of the goalkeeper. But the fact is, he can make or break the team.
I always believe strongly in my own ability. And i realli learnt alot todae.. Maybe it is the positive outcome frm tis defeat, tt wil push me to the nxt level. The exp frm all these gms have helped me to develop, and instil the confidence in me. To me, i hav no fear.. I am always lookin forward to shots because i wan to save, i urge em to shoot as i look on. 'Brin it on!' tt wat i always tell myself..
Todae, i was full of confidence but i conceded tt goal which i hav to learn the hard way. More importantly, i have overcame a certain smthin in myself todae which i am quite happy. An inspiration frm watchin Nadal playing tennis, weird u may find.. N a certain test on my own.
I hope kacc wil stil be fightin in the yrs to come. I mean many many more yrs cos the spirit we share is truely inspiring..
Time to move on n better things to come. At least, i won 10 bucks at qy's place lolx.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
2 yrs..
Yes.. It has been 2+ yrs since i last blogged..
There is a hatred so strong in my heart, i dunno when i can finally ease my mind.
A struggle, to find b myself..
I think..
The things tt god has given me, my look, my size, my family n frens, i realli cannot ask more for. I am 24 now. Looking back, i have no regret. I have lived my life beautifully, fun and happy. But maybe, things could hav been better. Things tt need reflection and changes.
Yeah.. I stil hav many yrs to live for n those things tt await me. I jus wan to live life to the fullest potential.
Maybe to me.. It is a period of waiting now.
A reflection of myself b4 25. A promise..
There is a hatred so strong in my heart, i dunno when i can finally ease my mind.
A struggle, to find b myself..
I think..
The things tt god has given me, my look, my size, my family n frens, i realli cannot ask more for. I am 24 now. Looking back, i have no regret. I have lived my life beautifully, fun and happy. But maybe, things could hav been better. Things tt need reflection and changes.
Yeah.. I stil hav many yrs to live for n those things tt await me. I jus wan to live life to the fullest potential.
Maybe to me.. It is a period of waiting now.
A reflection of myself b4 25. A promise..
Saturday, August 04, 2007
For my BCS frenz
My 7 weeks work at BCS as data entry has finally ended. If ya have seen my earlier post of how bad the job was, it actually ended up much in contrast. As wat life is, gd things always happen at the end, smthing like indian summer. The last day was pretty emo for me. Yar, I gotta say I am a more emotional person, though my look doesnt really reflect tt at all.
After Pierre n Kiasu left (4 wks), I spent the nxt 3 wks working wth Mr Loo (Ming Wei). Thnx god, he realliy kept me going coz I bet I wld have quit the job if nt for him. It was also these 3 short weeks tt I gt to know more ppl n enjoy the work. Hmm, nt the work I mean, it is the staffs tt I enjoy working wth. Yup, I guess tt the most impt thing in an office working environment.
I felt v appreciated. My colleagues all treated me v nice. Even the most fearsome lady boss (nicknamed storm) also became an ally. They actually asked us to go back help on sat when sch reopen, in the mist of sacking another 1! Haa, it was tempting but when I think abt it again, it better to let go of certain things. Dun want gd memories to turn sour.
Yup, this is the 1st time I actually worked wth my frenz. Tt like a 100 plus pts. Toward the end, I was actually quite used to going to work n seeing my colleagues. The thought of going back to study really makes me feel sick. Shrug, tt life. this cycle gonna repeat itself for the nxt 3 yrs. New jobs, new colleagues, new experience...
Here, I wld really like to thnx those ppl who have shared gd n bad times, ups n downs wth me. I will def treasure all these moments. A lot has happened within these 2 short mths, like my life has been fast forwarded. Just hit 22 yrs old nt long ago, gt a feeling life will be v diff frm here on, dunno y.
Yup, time to move on...
Drink up, me hearties, yo ho!
So many ppl I wanna take photos wth but no chance, sad... Here is Peishan, the gal who sit beside me. N my buddies Kelvin n Ming Wei!
The malay gal in the center is Fiza. Yup, she can really eat a lot for her size, ahaha...
After Pierre n Kiasu left (4 wks), I spent the nxt 3 wks working wth Mr Loo (Ming Wei). Thnx god, he realliy kept me going coz I bet I wld have quit the job if nt for him. It was also these 3 short weeks tt I gt to know more ppl n enjoy the work. Hmm, nt the work I mean, it is the staffs tt I enjoy working wth. Yup, I guess tt the most impt thing in an office working environment.
I felt v appreciated. My colleagues all treated me v nice. Even the most fearsome lady boss (nicknamed storm) also became an ally. They actually asked us to go back help on sat when sch reopen, in the mist of sacking another 1! Haa, it was tempting but when I think abt it again, it better to let go of certain things. Dun want gd memories to turn sour.
Yup, this is the 1st time I actually worked wth my frenz. Tt like a 100 plus pts. Toward the end, I was actually quite used to going to work n seeing my colleagues. The thought of going back to study really makes me feel sick. Shrug, tt life. this cycle gonna repeat itself for the nxt 3 yrs. New jobs, new colleagues, new experience...
Here, I wld really like to thnx those ppl who have shared gd n bad times, ups n downs wth me. I will def treasure all these moments. A lot has happened within these 2 short mths, like my life has been fast forwarded. Just hit 22 yrs old nt long ago, gt a feeling life will be v diff frm here on, dunno y.
Yup, time to move on...
Drink up, me hearties, yo ho!
So many ppl I wanna take photos wth but no chance, sad... Here is Peishan, the gal who sit beside me. N my buddies Kelvin n Ming Wei!
The malay gal in the center is Fiza. Yup, she can really eat a lot for her size, ahaha...
Monday, July 30, 2007
Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan
I just uploaded this part frm the chinese drama xian jian onto youtube. Enjoy!
Smthing I feel is a right thing to do, since a long time ago. Love is a noble thing, n a painful thing too. The most painful part is abt letting go someone u love. We can only give em our best wishes. For their happiness, is the most impt thing our love will want for em. We hold on dearly, to tt thread of thought. We try to forget. In pain, only time can erase those heart breaking memories. The wounds however, will always remain in the heart...
Smthing I feel is a right thing to do, since a long time ago. Love is a noble thing, n a painful thing too. The most painful part is abt letting go someone u love. We can only give em our best wishes. For their happiness, is the most impt thing our love will want for em. We hold on dearly, to tt thread of thought. We try to forget. In pain, only time can erase those heart breaking memories. The wounds however, will always remain in the heart...
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Harsh working condition
I did many jobs b4 n definitely more to come. So far, most of the jobs I did were rather pleasant, where bosses r more like friends n colleagues r friends. So I guess it is time to enter the typical ideal sort of office in the real world. Just as everyone can imagine n c in films. Where work piles up to the brim. Where colleagues r all smiling backstabbing bastards, n even cold-blooded front stabbers. Not to mention the supervisors who can't wait to eat u up. N at the top of the most wanted list is the boss. He is a cunning, treacherous, evil, monster, devil n earthworm. Really.
Yeah, it is my 2nd week into my data entry job. The name of the company n location I shall nt reveal to protect myself. (Ya rite.) Everyday, my duty is to tear open envelops, sort the cheques n rubbish inside. N sit in front of the com for hours, keying bank acc num n amount. I didn't know I can type so freaking fast, my eyes glued to the screen n my fingers dancing on the num pad. It is an office wth diff departments, handling all the cheques frm diff bank. N u be surprised how many cheques come in everyday, 10 of thousands...
Work is crazy, hardcore ot is a must everyday n the num of staff is barely adequate, squeezing all the juice frm every poor souls. The moment u slow down or slacken, u become so outstanding frm the crowd tt seeks immediate attention. The supervisors n bosses r all eagle eyes, full eye power that resesemble whips, raining down on us mercilessly to make sure we work like dogs. They sneak behind u to watch. They watch u frm far. They r everywhere. Yeah, nv a moment u can escape their scrutiny, paid solely for the purpose of adding an element of motivation, or rather stress. Worse, they r forever nagging us to hurry up even if u work at superman rate, it will nt stop. The tension n pressure is immense, even talking can kill.
Today, one of the temp staff was fired. Honestly, I was shocked coz he did nt commit any big mistake though he probably left a poor impression. I definitely felt it was too harsh. The boss was pointing at us to her supervisors n we gt a scolding again for things we dunno. Shug, tt life as a newbie. I was rather impressed tt she was really observing us so hard n picking up every minor details of nt working hard enuff. Scary, she is scary. Luckily, I managed to get just the right ppl to work wth me, kiasu n pierre. We r the famous hardworking trio, owing much to enick munir for rubbing off some of his sickening wayang skills. I think v few of my other frenzs can survive this job. Yup, it is a gm of survivor.
I think I am being targeted already. For slopping on the chair, my back sitting actually lolz. But so far, my typing speed has done well to keep those whippers' mouths shut. But, I guess the boss think I am a slacker judging frm my sitting posture.So frm tmr onward, I going to wayang to the max... I gonna sit the perfect upright posture n when the whippers come ard, I gonna type so fast n furious. My face fierce n garang. My eyes full with passion n fire. My veins popping frm exertion. I hear nothing...
Yeah, it is my 2nd week into my data entry job. The name of the company n location I shall nt reveal to protect myself. (Ya rite.) Everyday, my duty is to tear open envelops, sort the cheques n rubbish inside. N sit in front of the com for hours, keying bank acc num n amount. I didn't know I can type so freaking fast, my eyes glued to the screen n my fingers dancing on the num pad. It is an office wth diff departments, handling all the cheques frm diff bank. N u be surprised how many cheques come in everyday, 10 of thousands...
Work is crazy, hardcore ot is a must everyday n the num of staff is barely adequate, squeezing all the juice frm every poor souls. The moment u slow down or slacken, u become so outstanding frm the crowd tt seeks immediate attention. The supervisors n bosses r all eagle eyes, full eye power that resesemble whips, raining down on us mercilessly to make sure we work like dogs. They sneak behind u to watch. They watch u frm far. They r everywhere. Yeah, nv a moment u can escape their scrutiny, paid solely for the purpose of adding an element of motivation, or rather stress. Worse, they r forever nagging us to hurry up even if u work at superman rate, it will nt stop. The tension n pressure is immense, even talking can kill.
Today, one of the temp staff was fired. Honestly, I was shocked coz he did nt commit any big mistake though he probably left a poor impression. I definitely felt it was too harsh. The boss was pointing at us to her supervisors n we gt a scolding again for things we dunno. Shug, tt life as a newbie. I was rather impressed tt she was really observing us so hard n picking up every minor details of nt working hard enuff. Scary, she is scary. Luckily, I managed to get just the right ppl to work wth me, kiasu n pierre. We r the famous hardworking trio, owing much to enick munir for rubbing off some of his sickening wayang skills. I think v few of my other frenzs can survive this job. Yup, it is a gm of survivor.
I think I am being targeted already. For slopping on the chair, my back sitting actually lolz. But so far, my typing speed has done well to keep those whippers' mouths shut. But, I guess the boss think I am a slacker judging frm my sitting posture.So frm tmr onward, I going to wayang to the max... I gonna sit the perfect upright posture n when the whippers come ard, I gonna type so fast n furious. My face fierce n garang. My eyes full with passion n fire. My veins popping frm exertion. I hear nothing...
Monday, June 11, 2007
Super bad guy
If god gives u a day to do watever u want w/o facing the consequences, wat will u do? Haa another funny thought budded frm my day dreams...
If it is me, I will want to be a super bad guy for a day. I will walk the street like the infested peter parker. I will walk over the tails of stray cats n throw my litters high n far. I will steal the seats frm old grannies on the train n buses. I will grab the ass of many a pretty bimbo. I will have a cigarette stuck in my mouth n a bottle in my hand. I will drive at 180km/hr. I will gang up wth the strong to bully the weak n pathetic. N laugh till the cow comes home. I will beat the pulp out of anyone I dislike. N rob n steal watever I like. N of course, I will get high on drugs all night long n end up in bed wth a naughty thing.
Lolz... This is fictional of course, it won't happen coz after all, I am such a gd boi. A gd boi will always be a good boi though he always wanna be a bad boy. U know y? Coz even the smartiest fool can tell tt tt is no future in 1, nt a chance in Singapore. So gear up, n continue living the life studying hard n working hard aft tt. Breathe the rotten, eat the brick, listen to the silence n feel the boredom!
On deck, you scabrous dogs!
Hands to braces!
Let down and haul to run free!
Now, bring me that horizon .
I Hums tune to ''Ho Ho
( A Pirate's Life for Me )''
And really bad eggs.
Drink up, me hearties, yo ho!
If it is me, I will want to be a super bad guy for a day. I will walk the street like the infested peter parker. I will walk over the tails of stray cats n throw my litters high n far. I will steal the seats frm old grannies on the train n buses. I will grab the ass of many a pretty bimbo. I will have a cigarette stuck in my mouth n a bottle in my hand. I will drive at 180km/hr. I will gang up wth the strong to bully the weak n pathetic. N laugh till the cow comes home. I will beat the pulp out of anyone I dislike. N rob n steal watever I like. N of course, I will get high on drugs all night long n end up in bed wth a naughty thing.
Lolz... This is fictional of course, it won't happen coz after all, I am such a gd boi. A gd boi will always be a good boi though he always wanna be a bad boy. U know y? Coz even the smartiest fool can tell tt tt is no future in 1, nt a chance in Singapore. So gear up, n continue living the life studying hard n working hard aft tt. Breathe the rotten, eat the brick, listen to the silence n feel the boredom!
On deck, you scabrous dogs!
Hands to braces!
Let down and haul to run free!
Now, bring me that horizon .
I Hums tune to ''Ho Ho
( A Pirate's Life for Me )''
And really bad eggs.
Drink up, me hearties, yo ho!
Thursday, May 31, 2007
We r nt alone.
This is prob the best documentary I have ever watched. Shocking evidences n super inspiring. So many gd men n women, finally breaking their silence. Together, they call out to their govt, nt to lie anymore...
(Below is a small portion of the clip I have uploaded on youtube.)
Govt must nv lie to ppl...
I was freaked out, I thought I could only hear such speeches in movies. Damn cool.
I definitely believe in life beyond our planet. If u study astronomy, it is almost impossible to believe tt we r the only life form in this universe of unparallel size. It just can't be tt lonely for our puny human civilisation to be the only 1 tt exist. While looking thru some UFOs thingy, I was amazed by the amount of govt conspiracies n politics involved. It may be just a gm but 1 day, the ppl will know the truth.
N to those ppl who know nut abt technology, advances like time travel n anti gravity r just a matter of time. It is nt even a qn of possibility. How long it takes b4 we will uncover these secrets in our universe? 100 yrs? 1000 yrs? Or even 10000 yrs? Rem, compared to the 14 billions yrs old of our universe, these r just a short time. Yup, other civilisations out there might be 10000 yrs old already? We r just 2000 yrs old. Just imagine how much they can advance during this time. Scarely indeed...
The above pic is our galaxy, the milky way galaxy. Light yr is the dist tt light travels in 1 yr. Speed of light: 1,079,252,848.8 km/h. A star is like our sun, wth planets orbiting it. There r 100 billions - 1 trillion stars in our galaxy. N there r at least 100 billions such galaxies in the observable universe, separated by millions of light yrs.
There r as many stars in the observable universe as there are grains of sand on all the beaches on Earth. Each stars may have planets tt hold life like our own v earth. So, the possibility of us being alone in the universe is even way lower than striking toto. Just think abt it. It is a matter of time b4 we encounter em, I hope when tt day comes, I will still be breathing...
Fact: If u travel at the speed of light in outer space, 3 mths of travel will corrspond to 17.4 yrs on Earth. U will onli age 3 mths but come back to the Earth tt is 17.4 yrs ltr!
(Below is a small portion of the clip I have uploaded on youtube.)
Govt must nv lie to ppl...
I was freaked out, I thought I could only hear such speeches in movies. Damn cool.
I definitely believe in life beyond our planet. If u study astronomy, it is almost impossible to believe tt we r the only life form in this universe of unparallel size. It just can't be tt lonely for our puny human civilisation to be the only 1 tt exist. While looking thru some UFOs thingy, I was amazed by the amount of govt conspiracies n politics involved. It may be just a gm but 1 day, the ppl will know the truth.
N to those ppl who know nut abt technology, advances like time travel n anti gravity r just a matter of time. It is nt even a qn of possibility. How long it takes b4 we will uncover these secrets in our universe? 100 yrs? 1000 yrs? Or even 10000 yrs? Rem, compared to the 14 billions yrs old of our universe, these r just a short time. Yup, other civilisations out there might be 10000 yrs old already? We r just 2000 yrs old. Just imagine how much they can advance during this time. Scarely indeed...
The above pic is our galaxy, the milky way galaxy. Light yr is the dist tt light travels in 1 yr. Speed of light: 1,079,252,848.8 km/h. A star is like our sun, wth planets orbiting it. There r 100 billions - 1 trillion stars in our galaxy. N there r at least 100 billions such galaxies in the observable universe, separated by millions of light yrs.
There r as many stars in the observable universe as there are grains of sand on all the beaches on Earth. Each stars may have planets tt hold life like our own v earth. So, the possibility of us being alone in the universe is even way lower than striking toto. Just think abt it. It is a matter of time b4 we encounter em, I hope when tt day comes, I will still be breathing...
Fact: If u travel at the speed of light in outer space, 3 mths of travel will corrspond to 17.4 yrs on Earth. U will onli age 3 mths but come back to the Earth tt is 17.4 yrs ltr!
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