Saturday, October 31, 2009

Meant to be..

53 plus caps for kacc..
I am stil waitin to win the 1st tournament.
Todae is jus another chance blown away.

Nt many ppl wil appreciate the importance of the goalkeeper. But the fact is, he can make or break the team.

I always believe strongly in my own ability. And i realli learnt alot todae.. Maybe it is the positive outcome frm tis defeat, tt wil push me to the nxt level. The exp frm all these gms have helped me to develop, and instil the confidence in me. To me, i hav no fear.. I am always lookin forward to shots because i wan to save, i urge em to shoot as i look on. 'Brin it on!' tt wat i always tell myself..

Todae, i was full of confidence but i conceded tt goal which i hav to learn the hard way. More importantly, i have overcame a certain smthin in myself todae which i am quite happy. An inspiration frm watchin Nadal playing tennis, weird u may find.. N a certain test on my own.

I hope kacc wil stil be fightin in the yrs to come. I mean many many more yrs cos the spirit we share is truely inspiring..

Time to move on n better things to come. At least, i won 10 bucks at qy's place lolx.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

2 yrs..

Yes.. It has been 2+ yrs since i last blogged..

There is a hatred so strong in my heart, i dunno when i can finally ease my mind.
A struggle, to find b myself..

I think..

The things tt god has given me, my look, my size, my family n frens, i realli cannot ask more for. I am 24 now. Looking back, i have no regret. I have lived my life beautifully, fun and happy. But maybe, things could hav been better. Things tt need reflection and changes.

Yeah.. I stil hav many yrs to live for n those things tt await me. I jus wan to live life to the fullest potential.

Maybe to me.. It is a period of waiting now.
A reflection of myself b4 25. A promise..