Boy School?

Todae while driving back to NTU, my mom asks me a qn tt i have just ponder over nt long ago. She asked me if i will choose to go to a mix school or boy school. My ans was simple - There is no boy university, n even if there is 1, i will nt go of course. At this kinda age, if i still end up in a boy school, i would rather quit like Wesley, my rm-mate ahaha. Nwae, nt long ago, i had been thinking if i was to go back in time, would i have still choosen VS or a mix sch. This is a difficult qn. 4 yrs is a long time, 4 golden yrs of ur life where u will most prob meet the best of friends. In the end, my ans is yes, i will still choose to go VS.

Today, i have a great bunch of friends, friends tt have went thru 8 yrs of my life together. Proven n tested, this friendship is going to last forever. Nv getting weaker, but stronger n more united by the days for we go thru thick n thin together. Yes, they r all guys, all my brothers... n gals r scarce. My younger bro frm Anderson Sec (in VJ now) said tt ppl frm boy school r weird n some gay shyt thingy. But i totally disagree. Yes, wth no girl, prob some of us may nt understand girls as well as those frm mix school. Just like 1 of my female friend who was stucked in a girl school for 10 yrs, she was afraid of guy when she 1st entered VJ.

But the 4 yrs in VS has left me such wonderful memory tt well surpass any phrase of my life so far. All boys, no restriction, no worries, no fear, no 'act gentleman', no 'pretentious act', no chasing girl, no girlfrenz to spend time wth, no chance to think abt girl, 100% time spent wth each other having fun. The product is a whole bunch of crazy boys who play all day long. Almost the entire school is soccer freak n play the gm CM (Championship Manager).

It was the most innocent part of my life when i dunno wat is backstabbing. There was nthing to lose, nthing to compete for all we care. The onli thing we know is just to play n play. So everyday, we kaobeh each other, make fun of each other, tell racist jokes, watch James n Kim wrestle, play table tennis wth calculator cover, copy homework in the morning, watch lonely planet for Mr Khoo eng lessons. The many many childish n stupid things we did, u prob can't imagine. The reason y? Coz we gt no image to lose in front of girls.

Probably those r the reason tt bonds us so well together till these days. Coz those yrs, we realli open out our heart to each other w nthing to hide. Unlike the outside world which is so treacherous n 'fake'. As u may say, this is a trade-off btw fun n missing out on girls. Yes, i agree wth u... But 1 thing i wanna bet wth u is tt u definitely nv have so much fun compared to us.

Nil Sine Labore. I will always rem those gd old days...

VS4C n Miss Loo, still my favourite teacher...

KACC The Champions!!!

Todae is definitely the highlight of my life. When the dream comes true, where the passion burns right into our heart, when the fighting spirit is unbreakable. The brotherhood of the KACC finally won the 1st tournament n our 1st medal ever!!! Yes, gold medal!!! To many ppl, this doesn't mean much but in the heart of every KACC members, even those tt were nt there, it is the day, our day... Celebration n cheerio!!!

It is a street soccer competition held by the NUS Science Fac. As usual, most of the players r nt related to science fac or even NUS in anyway. It is the passion for soccer tt brought all these ppl frm diff places n schools together, to compete for the title n honour. Yes n so here we come, the KACC legends, nv afraid to lose coz we r so used to it lolz. Under the leadership of our captain Kendrick, we filed 2 teams - KACC n NSL. Oyar i forget to intro, KACC stands for kolam ayer community club which is our homeground. N NSL is a last min name used, stand for Nil Sine Labore which is VS motto.

I was in the NSL team, also known as team B for some reason haha. Nwae, i played as the keeper n kept 3 clean sheet. The last gm, I 'conceit' a goal for the lamest reason u can ever think of. The ball hit the upper bar, deflect onto the ground n flew off away frm the goal. The refeere blew his whistle n called it a goal to the surprise of everyone including the opponents i guess. 'Hmm, 1/4 of the ball was inside the goal post so it is a goal', says the sharp-eyes refeere who was abt half a court away. Haha, damn funny... But nwae, NSL was power, the defence was almost impenetrable, though seriously lacking in firepower up front. NSL definitely deserves to be proud of emselves, n i am realli realli realli damn damn damn happie wth our performance. NSL was out.

Our hope lies wth KACC. We have to win the 4th gms to gt into semi. Wth abt 5 mins left to go, when we thought all hope was lost, then the most remarkable feat happens. Kok Wai, our keeper suddenly dribbled out frm his goalpost n thunder a long range frm beyond half-court. The opponent keeper was left helpless, fully stretched, he could onli watch it turned the gm against emselves. Hail our hero!!! Yup, we just went mad, unable to contain our happiness, we celebrate like we have just won the champion league.

Yes, it sounds like a fairy tale, a story, a myth... If onli u were there to experience it.

The semi was nt difficult, we won 2-0. Finally it was the final showdown tt truely reflects the figting spirit of KACC. Yes we fight like the Spartans, ahahaha... The sun freaking hot, 5 intensive gms of 15 mins each n here, we r into the final. I rem how dramatic it became.... Kendrick n Kok Wai gt leg cramp on 1 side, sub out to rest then went b to cramp again on the other side n came out again. Even on the floor, they will yelling n urging the team to fight on. Every player was needed. Even the fittest could no longer hide their shag-ness anymore. But, every ball we still run for it, every threat we go for the challenge, every chance we hit em on the counter. Even Lazy was nt lazy, for no one is willing to let the team down. Yes, we won thnz to Kok Wai again for a bizzare goal. Hail our hero again!!!

Our 1st KACC victory, definitely we will cherish it dearly for it is realli our blood n sweat... The sweet memory will stay wth us forever, hopefully spurring us on many more victories to come. Yes, long life to this v team tt unites us, where we give all we can, for ourselves n each other.

A truely inspiring n touching day...

Girls, so wat do ur want???

To all my guy frenzs: As usual, we have lotsa things to worry abt, money, grade, girls n blah blah. But i realise girls r becoming guys' biggest problem n headache. Just think abt the daily content of our conversation, the daily content of our personal thought, how often has it to be abt girls? Yes, maybe this is a love-hate relationship. Smthing we guys try to run away frm n act like there is no problem. But unknown to ourselves, it has long became an 'addiction', a disease. So here, let take it as a man-to-man, heart-to-heart talk.

So, there r 2 famous sayings:
Girls like bad boys
Girls dun like boys girls like cars n $$$

I have a frenz who strongly believed tt girls only like bad boys. N the more bastard, asshole n ***ker u r, the more girls will like u. So, he go dye his hair, pierce his ears n soon getting tattoo. Somehow, i felt tt was stupid, no offence to him. Coz anyone can do it, a stupid nerd can do all these shyt too but will end up still being a stupid nerd. So y do girls like bad boys n wat is the definition of 'bad'?

After some serious thoughts, i felt tt it is 100% normal for this to happen. Coz bad boys r definitely much more fun n interesting to be wth. On the other hand, gd boys r like pretentious creatures, wooden block head, freaking boring n dull. But then the question again, how bad is being bad? To the extent of being unfaithful, disgusting or indespicable?

Nope. It refers to boys tt r defiant n daring, nt afraid to turn against the world, doing the 'wrong' things for the correct reasons. As i c things, no human being has the right to judge other ppl actions, nt even laws coz it is made by humans after all. Who says fighting is wrong? Who says drinking n smoking is bad? Who says kao beh n disturbing ppl is evil? So most imptly, carries an attitude, have ur principles, be cool n daring, then prob u will become the ladies killer. Tt is, girls like guys wth character.

Ok... So wat abt the 2nd part - girls dun like guys girls like cars n $$$. All the while, i thought this has little truth but the older i gt, the more i c such cases. Especially next time when u r working, it prob becomes the most impt criteria. In fact, Mohammad Lazy told me tt look is impt as 1st impression. But aft tt, it boils down to character n $$$. Tt explains y so many non-handsome boys gt so pretty girlfriends. Yup, no surprise. As the story goes, if u r rich, drove a car then u have won half the battle. Ok, so here, no defence for the girls, it is all their fault lolz.

Wth reference to Chiang's statistic, i came out wth my own tabulation on wat girls n guys r looking for

For guys: 20% Look, 40% Character, 40% $$$ (So let calculate, if u r poor $$$ 0 pt but u r damn handsome 18 pt, n u gt reasonable character 30 pts so overall u score 48 pts. Yup u still fail n no girl will like u. Haha, just kidding)

For girls: 90% Look, 10% Character (Yup, more pretty, more demanded)

Some photos again

Wa, just saw my own blog. Didn't know it is so wordy man, think must add some pics lolz...

Ferrari F430 (2007)
The car tt everybody knows but rarely c. Living up to its name, so cool.

Mercedes-Benz SLR 722 Edition (2007)
A class of its own. Look at the side exhaust, damn nice.

Song Hye Kyo.
She is realli an angel. Look pretty mature, but when she acts cute, every guy will just melt, lolz.

Redang island de paradise. How i wish i can travel wth my frenzs again soon. Gotta earn more $$$ 1st.

Tt Mr Hana!!! Just look at the num of fishes. Power.

Yes, gd times always pass so fast. Will always rem the gd old days in VS...

For Gamblers

I have finally decode the meaning of gambling n stole it frm under the nose of god. Now, i will share wth u the v secret behind it.

As the sayings go:
Gamble 10 times lose 9 times
The secret to winning in gambling is nt to gamble
The more u want to win, the more u will lose

All these sayings r realli bullshyt for ur info. Gambling is abt luck, i am nt surprised if u win 9 out of 10 coz i have experienced it. N if u dun gamble, how can u win $$$?

Ok, so let nt beat ard the bushes... I started gambling during my army days, at my peak i hit $5000 profit n today, i have ended my gambling career wth a >$10000 deficit. So, i guess i am in all ways qualified to tell u this.

Y do I gamble? Obviously coz i want to win $$$. But in most ppl's eyes, winning $$$ is a gd thing but now, i will say winning $$$ is bad, coz it fires off the start of an ending like me. Mathematically, for every $1 u win now, most prob u will lose $10 in the end. So the more u win now, the more u will lose ltr, the worse will be ur death. Ppl win n they become more confident n the more they gamble, but the run of gd run will nv last, when it finally comes, u will end up in deep shyt. If u tell me u have the discipline to stop while winning, tell u tt is god's law of creation n nature. U cant't beat the temptation 1. Let me bet wth u, u will nv stop...

So as i says, i saw the link n derive the cure for gambling:

I bet coz i want to win $$$, but winning $$$ is bad coz i know i will be killed by it in the end. So i bet liao i rather want to lose... So if i want to lose, then wat the pt of betting. So, i dun even bother to bet.

Yes, think twice when u want to gamble nxt time. Coz, everything starts frm small. The $10 u bet now will prob be the start of the whole chain effect...

Wat is the meaning of life???

Have u ever wonder wat is the meaning of life? Y r u living n wat r u living for? Human life is v short n fragile, wth many limits n handicaps. When u leave this world behind, if u will to write a testimonial abt ur life, will it be a colourful one or a boring n dull meaningless one? Will it be a pass or a fail?

Pull ur soul out of ur body for a moment... Stand beside ur body n look at it. U r the one tt has controlled this body since birth and so wat have u make it done so far? Yes, life is a game, there r all the choices n u make the decisions, in the process determining ur future. I saw the lives of many ppl ard me. Study hard, work hard, earn big bucks, live a comfortable life n until the end. So is tt the meaning n definition of ur life too? Working hard all ur life so tt u can live comfortably for tt few short decades? If u r god, how will u rate this life? Pass or fail?

Many ppl seek wealth, fame, power, etc. In hell or heaven, u receive an award for the top 10 richest n influential person in history, is tt wat u want? Worse, the reality is tt ur body will rot n ur thoughts will disappear wth it, even the least bit of memory will be erased frm the face of the earth. Nthing is remain of u except a pile of bones. Wat i am trying to say here is tt u can't bring all these to ur grave n y have u spend ur entire life working for it? In no denial, u have unconsciously defined these as the meaning of ur life.

I have lived 21 yrs of my life n prob another 40 to go? I want to live a meaningful life so tt on my death bed looking back, i will have no regrets. I won't want to say: "Omg, wat have i been doing all my life? Pls give me a chance to live again, I haven't done all these n damn, I shldn't have done tt." Up to now, i am still seeking tt particular meaning of life. Somehow, i feel tt being happy n bringing happiness n hope to others is the true meaning of life. Such can be inventing the light bulb, composing a piece of music, helping the poor or world peace? To me, tt is success as a human being. Yes, u n me will have to find tt meaning n work hard for it.

N rem, u r so small, just 1 out of the few billions ppl of the few hundreds generations on this planet tt even has its own lifespan. So wat is the purpose of ur existence? To breathe the air n consume the world resources? We r nt like other living organisms, god give us the power to think for some reason. Tt is to find tt v purpose of our existence, nt just for u to tink abt gals, math qns n how to earn more money! U dumb head!

The 4 Schools

Haha i still working on this post, just some personnal views... C whether if can improve on it.

SIM

Rumours have it that it is a heaven full wth babes n chio bu. (Is this a proof tt intelligence is really inversely related to look? Haa) Holiday and celebration all yr round, min stress, min work. 4 subjects a yr, each wth textbk way thinner than urs though u take many more subjects. Wth onli 1 main building, it is an ideal place for 'birds glazing'. Sit at the main entrance n u will c the entire school population going in n out. But nthing gd is easy to come, the biggest setback is in its high school fee.

SMU

Located at the heart of the city area, it has enjoyed the undisputed reputation as the most 'happening' school. 1st of all, it doesn't look like a school, probably more like a shopping complex in disguise. Here, the security is tight n most places demand an access card. Can't help it, coz it is the prime target for schools' crashers like me lolz. The ppl here definitely have a strong sense of identity, believeing that they r num 1 in term of look n dressing... This proud belief has been a contradiction to what i have seen so far though honestly, standard is nt too bad. Wth onli 1000 students per cohort, the 20000 strength of NTU definitely has a winning edge over SMU. Muscle flexed.

PS. Gals dressed up coz they want to look gd esp in the eyes of the guys, so it is a wrong concept to think NTU gals nv dress up dude. U be surprised...

NUS

This is the oldest university in singapore. Located near to the neighbourhood public n highway running by the side, the population has a more 'matured' look n preference. Here, u probably won't believe the number of uncles n aunts u c walking ard. Public marketplace, public coffee shop, public library is the feeling u will gt. The structures here r pretty old n their design is really bad, resembling much like a camp or industrial park. The layout is pretty confusing n messy too. Used to think NUS is very alike to NTU but they r 2 v diff worlds in reality. The ppl here generally dress up like they r at home n they look pretty intelligent n study a lot.

NTU

The is a city on its own, surrounded by jungle n islolated frm the world. NTU has a neat layout wth 2 main

Some random pictures

THE FORT GT TUNGSTEN

My dream car.

The look of it just makes me go mad. Freaking cool. Too bad Singapore doesn't have 1 yet. Maybe i can be the 1st 1 to own it. But ritz now, i can onli afford the toy model... Lolz

Front n back, just can't believe it... High!

Lamborghini Murcielago LP640

Recognise this? There is 1 in town. Every time c it running by, i feel my heart beats faster. But the back is much more cooler than the front.

Yes, the stars... Lolz

When i was young n handsome... Wat has happened now??? Ahahaha

Erika Sawajiri.
Big eyes + long hair + sweet voice + gentle + cute + damn chio = perfect dream gal

The legendary Kolam Ayer Soccer Team (KACC) - Legendary coz uh hmmm

Cool pic. Yes, be urself...

Blogging again

Hello, i have started blogging again. Deleted my previous one coz i thought i am sick of blogging. But once it is deleted, i feel like blogging again lolz. So, it is a vicious cycle n i can c myself deleting it again soon. Hopefully, to those who r reading my blog now, u will enjoy it...

Goals?

I set myself a few short term goals due to sudden unexplained inspiration.

1. I want to be fit, strong n muscular.
2. I want to study hard n tackle all my exams wth no sweat.
3. Cannot tell coz u will definitely laugh...

I am a super duper slacker by birth... Cant help it, everyday i try my best to enjoy n play to the max. Otherwise, i can't slp properly at nite wth the thought tt i wasted 1 day of my precious life w/o enjoying.

Finally, it takes me 20 yrs of my life to wake up my ideas n get my priorities ritz, reasons i shall nt mention again. Realise tt w/o goals n aims, our life is like void, empty n meangingless... Something must be there to keep u going n working hard, something tt u really want to achieve n be proud of. At the end of the day, the reward n satisfaction is bound to be overwhelming, the feeling nthing compared to playing gms n watching movies all day long.

So, everyday i mug in the lib during the day n at nitz, my hall reading rm ... This is partly to thank my beloved rm mate who is now a housewhole name n well celebrated celebrity among my frenzs. Thank to him, i try my best nt to stay in my rm wth reasons again, i shall nt say. From here, i will compete wth the chinese n indian PRCs but yet i will nv surpass em. U know y? Coz they gt onli 1 goal tt is to study hard while i have 3 lolz. Frm the bottom of my heart, their discipline n hardworking nature is worthy of our respect. Ask u? U dare to live tt kind of life??? Which is equal to no life in reality...

Yup, i am fat, in no denial of wat everyone is saying. Burgerman, fatty, foodman, christiano burger, yup tt all my nicks yar... Hahaha. But i definitely have the build n potential to become the nxt Brook Lester k though long way frm it... I will train hard. Main problem - diet. No supper frm now on. N guess wat? I just eaten Macdonald thnz to Shahid... Damn it!!!

So, dun think too much.

Study like a dog, train like a dog, work like a dog, live like a dog n tt gonna be my life...

Quotes

"People shouldn't dwell on the
past. It's enough to try your best in all that you're doing now."

"んは過去に生きるものにあらず
今できるてとをやればいいのです"

- Kito Aya frm 1 Litre of Tears